Sick :(

I've been sick lately.. for like, the last week. It sucks, to say the last.. I haven't been this sick in a long time, and I even managed to NOT get sick during finals this year, like I always do. But something going around the law school, around work, and around other friends seems to have gotten to me.

I've been sleeping like 9 hours a day and still tired. I finally can breathe but now I have this gross, gross cough. I felt like I was getting better.. and then today, I started feeling achy again :( It's getting lonely, b/c I have spent the time I'm not working, resting.. out of necessity . It's been hard not being able to run. I haven't been hungry, and for someone with my past, that can be problematic.

I was asked today if it was "triggering" (God I hate that word).. but here's the thing: really, no. It's reaffirmed that I will be okay. I have been.. actually taking care of myself. And ok, maybe it's too late to learn this at 25, but the point is that I learned. I still hope this goes away soon, because I'm tired of feeling like crap..but, it's been a good .. experience, kind of.

Ugh, I've been all introspective lately. Weird for me. Uncomfortable at times. But.. maybe good?